We were told that all of the episodes would be available for free. I only see episode 9 online for free. Are the other episodes somewhere else on the site or online?

My email address is tb****@****es.net. I put my long on and password on a piece of paper and cleaned house. I can’t find it and now I can’t get on the site and of course I can’t buy anything. Please help me. Nothing showed up in my in box or spam box. Please look and see what these things are for me.